The second day

Dear Blog
Today is December 23rd 2009. I got up this morning , late as usual. Got to work around 9:30. Didn't really do very much at all. I watched a few movie's from the Redbox. I didn't get to work out today i had a thing to do. My family is completely nuts. I only worked on one car today. The rest of the day was spent watching movie's and playing video games. I ate spaghetti for breakfast and i had roast beef from Arby's with no bread for lunch. Tomorrow is Christmas eve. This year i wish Christmas wouldn't come. It's just not gonna be the same. i went to grandma's after work. I cleaned up her apartment a little bit. My second job is going to my grandma's four days a week , cleaning and making sure she doesn't fall in the shower. I get paid through the government. After word i had dinner at a Chinese buffet. I am about to work on a monologue.

I can't believe that i am so damn stupid to think you would go with me. The last seven years we had been through so much. All this happened and it was my fault. Apparently there is nothing on the face of this earth that i can say or do to make you change your mind. I am a dumb ass.